Lyrics

In a crowded room I still feel lonely
‘Cause the memory of us crawls beneath my skin
So I find a new distraction every weekend
And every Monday swear I’m never doing it again 

But I still light up the night with a motel matchbox

Laughing with the devil while my world goes down in flames
I know I pay the price for every vice, but ain’t ready to change
So I just live with my regrets and keep on burning
Both ends of a cigarette

Iknow damn well that I’m the one who pulled the trigger

Had my reasons for leaving, but I’m still bleeding red

So now I got a death grip on a cowboy-killer

And a glass raised to the demons living rent free in my head

But I still light up the night with a motel matchbox

Laughing with the devil while my world goes down in flames
I know I pay the price for every vice, but ain’t ready to change
So I just live with my regrets and keep on burning
Both ends of a cigarette

The clocks gonna tick down til it stops counting 

Yet I never learn from tides that turn, and seasons they just come and go

But like a whispered secret something keeps calling me back to

Chasing every high to drown the lows

But I still light up the night with a motel matchbox

Laughing with the devil while my world goes down in flames
I know I pay the price for every vice, but ain’t ready to change
So I just live with my regrets and keep on burning
Both ends of a cigarette